Renames

I've been thinking of renaming my characters on FoPC, but I've been thinking of it for so long that it's locked for users to change names by themselves because of vandals.

I was gonna put this on FoPC but the vandals are also spies I think, but I never shared this link with them, never ever ever, so I think it will be fine to put my ideas for renames here.

EDITED ON MAY 17TH, 2022!

• Pretty Cure La La La!
• Yoshiko Hanazono -> Ibuki Hanazono. Completed! The other three girls were to get renames but due to the new rule about page moves, I changed my mind.
• Might end up just changing Aika and Yoshiko's names, by the way, I had the Tsukiko and Yamaguchi names for a long time
• Chojo Gensho Pretty Cure!
• Possible rename for Sakuya Hidaka. Not complete (new name not chosen yet).
• Sparkly Pretty Cure!
• Sparkly Pretty Cure to VIVID WORLD Pretty Cure!, Kana Momokira -> Koharu Hananoi, Fumiko Aoyama -> Nanami Kiyomizu, Hanami Kikuchi -> Leo Shinonome, Misato Murata -> Miyabi Tendou, Nanami Matsuoka -> Noel Izumi, Misaki Mutara -> Miina Tendou, also adding Matsuri Kamishiro. Partially completed (all pages renamed, needs edits for Leo and Miyabi's pages).
• Regenbogen Pretty Cure!
• Rosemary Himura -> Maika Himura, Clementine Apfelsine -> Quyen Kim Ly, Xanthe Gelbon -> Yuna Kirara, Olive Verde -> Midori Hazuki, Lapis Asturias -> Suisei Aoba, Lila Violette -> Sumire Fujinomiya, Heather Schwein -> Sumomo Momozori. Partially completed (All pages renamed, however, Midori and Suisei need edits and Sumire needs a page).
• Pretty Cure Nightmare Fantasy
• Emma Monday -> Naomi Akatsuki, Ami Minamoto -> Otome Murasaki. Partially completed (needs to be edited).
• Supernova Pretty Cure!
• Overall just a new cast besides the leader and sixth ranger, and also Misty -> Saori Akano. Partially completed (Leilani, Himari Hoshino, PRETTY PLEASE MAKE NINA'S PAGE).
• Tenjo Megami Pretty Cure!
• Ai Utsukushi -> Miwa Aizawa, Uta Maihime -> Uta Yumisaki, change the other two from Cure Astraios and Cure Antheia to Cure Artemis and Cure Athena. Partially completed (Aizawa).
• Pretty Cure and the Dragon's Book
• Atsuyo Tatsugae -> Toru Ryuno, Tadashi Nonaka -> Toshio Kamakiri, Yokuto Adachi -> Yuzuru Kazama, Hitomi Nakashima -> Mikuru Toramoto, Hisahi Nakashima -> ???, Naru Sakurada -> ???. Partially completed (Ryuno, Kamakiri, Kazama).
• Sakasama Pretty Cure!
• Literally everyone -> Alisa Umoto. Completed!
• Beautiful Bliss Pretty Cure!
• Beautiful Bloom to Beautiful Bliss, cast turns into eight Cures, Mahiru Mihara -> Niwa Maki, Serena -> Peach Quartz. Partially completed (series page renamed, Kasuga's page created).
• Ukiuki Pretty Cure!
• Literally everyone -> A cast of ten. Partially completed (all main characters except Aethel Dream have pages).
• Candy Time Pretty Cure!
• Shizuka Arashi -> Hanae Awabuchi, Kotone Hanamori -> Mel Takara,  Momona Hoshizorako -> Koito Kurokura, Clarissa -> Kirari. Partially completed (Kirari needs edits, Mel, Koito, and Kirari to get civilian drawings).
• One of Us Must Go
• Mikan Katsura -> Mikan Yuzuki, Akemi Nakano -> Akemi Sumeragi, Ai Miyazaki -> Kiyoko Haruna, Seira Hirano - Seira Tokiwa, also adding Ai Tsukumo. Partially completed (Haruna and Tokiwa need edits, Tsukumo needs a page).
• Go On! Pretty Cure! (Engine)
• Seira Esumi -> Yoshimi Edogawa, Ran Kosaka -> Rena Komiya, Kari Royama -> Mizuki Rokuman, Miu Jou ->  Hayase Jinguji, Youko Ishihara -> Suiran Imai, Hikaru and Mika -> Kogane and Ginshi. Partially completed (Sutou sisters need pages).

None of the other Cures need renames and all series beyond Nightmare Dream don't have FoPC pages.

By the way, Mio Asagiri might be retired, I might make a new alter ego for the series from Go On to Infinite Smile.

I did, it's Haruka Hibino.

strange realization

If you were a kid in 2013, do you remember when you thought 2017 was gonna be so far away? Well, now 2017 was 4 years ago, it's 2021 now. We all recognize 2017 as being in the past. But we see 2025 as a far away future.

A Precure series about toys when it's about to be Halloween

 What if there was a Precure series about Christmas? Well, I tried to make one in 2016 called Ho Ho Ho! Miraculous Pretty Cure, but the only thing that came out of that was this.

But I just thought... wait, what if I make another Pretty Cure series?

It's using the name Winter Wonderland Pretty Cure, which is definitely temporary, but I thought of some ideas for two Cures.

• One character would be Louise McMorrow, a college-aged woman who is very kind. She is water-themed.
• Another is Kohane Kogane, a social media influencer. She is star-themed.
• The leader would probably be a white Cure named Yuki Fuyuki (whose name is similar to Fuyumi Yuki). She is snow-themed.
• There may be a red Cure named Chihaya Asanobu. She is fire-themed.
• I might use Mayako Aoyagi from Pretty KyuKyu, or I might make a new Cure. Who knows?

I bought five VHS tapes

Trigger warning: ramble about periods

I think I might've gotten my first missed period? I heard that stress can make it get delayed but I think mine just... not happened? I think I only had the equivalent of spotting this month. Huh.

Anyways, I just got 5 VHS tapes today.

• Toy Story 2
• Toy Story 1
• Goodtimes' Aladdin
• Beauty and the Beast
• Disney's Aladdin Black Diamond Edtion #1662

They were all a dollar each and I got them at Savers.

Were they a steal? Probably not, especially since I don't have a VCR so I can't test the tape quality and they obviously weren't sealed, but it's cool nonetheless.

Here's what I know about the tapes.

Toy Story 2

The tape came out in 2000 and I believe the version I got, 19947, is the only Toy Story 2 VHS tape type made by Disney ever. Pretty hard to open, which is probably a good thing? I don't know. It has a bent corner because of that. The tape seemed to be winded back to the beginning when I bought it.

Toy Story 1

I got the Gold Collection version of the movie, which means it came out in 2000 and its production code was 19542. Technically it didn't come with Toy Story 2 but the tape was most certainly made for those parents who wanted both movies. The tape and case had someone's surname on it in Sharpie. It also seemed to be winded back to the beginning. Accidentally broke a couple pieces off the case while looking at it, but nothing major.

Aladdin (Goodtimes)

Honestly, I wouldn't have bought this if Disney's Aladdin wasn't there too. If I left it there and just bought the Disney one, I'd look like a goblin. The tape looks so much like the Disney one it's crazy, but not too crazy because the shading sucks. The packaging quality is... meh. The tape doesn't seem to be winded at all. If you're wondering what it's production code number thingy is, it's 7083.

Fun fact, I used to watch the Goodtimes Cinderella as a kid and completely accepted it even though I knew it was a different Cinderella.

Beauty and the Beast

Okay, I know VHS tapes aren't actually worth anything unless it's like the 2006 Cars VHS or something, but now I can brag that I got the Black Diamond edition Beauty and the Beast VHS (1325)! I believe it came out in 1993. Besides some chipping on the top, the packaging seems absolutely flawless. It even has some old sticker saying Walt Disney Home Video! The tape seems to be not be winded, or not winded correctly, because it seems to be winded all the way to the end.

Fun fact, even if it didn't come out in 1993, the tape would beat out the Sweetheart Barbie from 1997 I have on being the oldest thing in my room that I know the age of! Well, actually, my Disneyland flag might be older, but do I know when it came from? No!

Aladdin (Disney)

This is also a Black Diamond tape, and its production code is 1662. Despite this, it's definitely the worst packaging of the five. Its plastic was very rigid and had a lot of cracks on the front and side of it. I dropped it and two pieces broke off of it (is this normal for ones with no broken pieces too?). The tape also had what looked like Transformers stickers ripped off of it? I'm not sure, the only giveaway is a red, black, and white foot and the copyright of Hasbro. Whatever it is, it can't be earlier than 2003, and no later than 2012. The tape, like the Goodtimes one, seems to be at the middle of the film.

I'm bought these tapes mostly for display. I might put them with my DVDs, but I'm not sure if where the DVDs are are too close to the sun for the 30-year-old tapes.. Probably not though.

Tantrums

I feel like I'm being told the wrong things by the wrong people.

I still have tantrums at age 17, an example was today when I screamed out "BITCH" to everyone in the class for no reason, hit my head into the wall for no reason, ran into the wall for no reason, and tried to leave the school building yelling retard over and over... for no reason. Did you know what we were doing in class? We were assigned to make marshmallow towers, a project that I declined to do because of my extremely busy schedule.

I can name ten reasons why I did this.

1. I have slept at 3:12am and woke up at 7:30am.
2. I'm on PMS right now.
3. Mercury is in retrograde.
4. The whole class was caught up except for me, or at least it feels like it.
5. I was wearing uncomfortable clothes.
6. I was waiting for class to end because there was no school tomorrow (no matter how much I want to admit it or not).
7. During PMS I have an inevitable tendency to feel suicidal "just because".
8. My teacher who walked with me everywhere called sick so I had nobody to hold on to (I have no friends).
9. I need therapy.
10. This was ongoing for years, maybe even more than a decade.
11. Bonus because it has nothing to do with anything: The special skills rooms I went to in my childhood had kids screaming and throwing chairs too, which accidentally normalized it for me.

Now everyone in period two hates me.

The senior principal found out about the trouble and his biggest reaction to that was... calming me down with candy and music, trying to nullify me while not even mentioning what I have done?

As much as you think that might help, it won't. I felt rewarded rather than punished, and it's been that way for a long, long time.

I think the earliest time I would've had a tantrum at school was in first grade because I was an insensitive crybaby. But it kept going and going and going.

I found out I have never gone to therapy in my life because of my dad's trauma since he had to go to therapy on purpose and because of that, he doesn't want me to get mind-controlled by society either.

He doesn't want me to change.

I don't want to change myself.

Take a deep breath.

I'm perfect, I'm beautiful, and I will always stay that way forever. I don't need to change. Not for anyone else, and not for myself. Just for God. No matter what I do, I can't fracture my true self. I'm perfect, I'm beautiful, and I will always stay that way forever.

You know what? Fuck it. The only way I can get what I want is by yelling and throwing things. The only way I can get people to notice me is to fear me. 14-year-old me was right all along. SHE WAS FUCKING RIGHT. THAT WAS MY TRUE SELF IN MY TRUE FUCKING COLORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think it's time to get rid of the idea of social life. There's only one thing that matters, obeying God, yes? He will be my only friend, and He will lead me to the path of success.

I'd rather die than improve my charisma.

I don't need charisma.

I got good grades already.

I got... I got...

I don't have good grades, actually.

Never did, I was a B-student, ironically.

Fuck my life.

uh oh

 Getting random plot ideas again

• Male idol game but they also race so it's a fucking racing idol game and omg this sounds way better than I thought it would
• Anime based on Emma's song "Itsu datte for you!" where there is a maid training academy. Probably Lapis Re:LiGHTS but instead of turning into witch idols they turn into maid idols that happen to have magic. Warning for all capitalists might have a union because this isn't an American-originated show about maids without a union.