I used to be an honors student

I used to be an honors student

I was what people wanted me to be

But not just that, it was what I wanted to be

But now they got me sheltered because of something I can't control

Now I have no friends

Now I have no neighbors

They're already taken

Why am I so stupid

Why am I so replaceable

Now I'm just wearing a mask

A mask for people to like me

Why won't people like me

I wanna drive like you

But I'm too busy

I'm too busy in escapism to go on with my life

As planned

800+ videos in my "watch later" playlist

It's an addiction so strong

Strong

I'm not strong enough

My strength is my social circle

But the circle only likes me for the work I provide

And the work I provide isn't as good as it seems

When behind the curtains I'm playing a fantasy

A selfish fantasy that has nothing to do with what you want me to be

So I'm gonna destroy it and focus on college

If I focus on college I will be valuable to my peers

If I focus on college I will be valuable to God

GOD IS KING

GOD IS KING

GOD

IS

KING.