Thursday, April 25, 2024

I hate this

  • My parents are not in a happy relationship
  • My mom is mad at my dad for missing my birthday and blacking out in his car
  • My dad thinks she's controlling and manipulating him
  • My sister is talking to someone across the country who is three years older than her
  • My brother is on his third knee surgery (but luckily it's getting better) but nobody ever sees him
  • Our dogs are barking all the f**king time and something is f**ked up with me because I always avoid the younger one when I see him, defending myself with a chair
  • We take care of fish we don't want, plants we don't need, and a cat none of us ever see

I want to say my life is going significantly well in comparison. Here are my problems:

  • I am not autistic, instead, I have autism
  • I may have ADHD, OCD, or NPD but I am not diagnosed for any of them
  • I am struggling on every single assignment I'm doing for college
  • I never had a romantic partner, and I never had sex
  • I can't drive
  • I don't have a job and I think it'd make my parents upset that I can't drive to my own job
  • I'm frugal
  • I'm struggling to create a VTuber model even though I should just finish it here and now

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