I hate this

• My parents are not in a happy relationship
• My mom is mad at my dad for missing my birthday and blacking out in his car
  
• My dad thinks she's controlling and manipulating him
• My sister is talking to someone across the country who is three years older than her
• My brother is on his third knee surgery (but luckily it's getting better) but nobody ever sees him
• Our dogs are barking all the f**king time and something is f**ked up with me because I always avoid the younger one when I see him, defending myself with a chair
• We take care of fish we don't want, plants we don't need, and a cat none of us ever see
  

I want to say my life is going significantly well in comparison. Here are my problems:

• I am not autistic, instead, I have autism
• I may have ADHD, OCD, or NPD but I am not diagnosed for any of them
• I am struggling on every single assignment I'm doing for college
• I never had a romantic partner, and I never had sex
• I can't drive
• I don't have a job and I think it'd make my parents upset that I can't drive to my own job
• I'm frugal
• I'm struggling to create a VTuber model even though I should just finish it here and now