I'm a bit disappointed in the lack of blogs

I had four posts this month, but I stopped posting on June 9th. A bit disappointed.

Here are the updates!

The biggest news is: This is my first job! That's all I'll say about that.

I also opened up drawing requests again. I wanted to develop a new style for efficiency. It requires rending rather than lineart and flats, but flats are my least favorite part about drawing, so that's why I'm doing it anyways.

My VTuber is getting a backstory! And may split into five characters? The main one is a flight attendant robot named Carol. And then there's a scientist named Dr. Spica Urania. There is also an artist gyaru named Miki, a smart fairy named Luna, and a confusing dream entity named Seraphina. Their names are placeholders because I haven't found a place for them in the story yet. But I got the main story down, and some antagonists that appear in the middle of Carol's lore.

It took 8 minutes just for one Chrome browser with 8 tabs to open lmao

The pages aren't even open yet

I think it's because I have an SSD. Or Rainmeter. One of the two.

Fuckkkkk

• My older (half) sisters came to visit, along with my mom's brother and my mom's best friend
• My parent's wedding happened today!
• Mom cried about how I and my sister were so beautiful
• I got gender euphoria
• Got overstimulated at the family restaurant
• We're gonna get McDonald's tonight apparently. It's one of my comfort foods!
• I was a crybaby when I was little now I only cry when I'm tired and about to get my period :/

 I feel like:

• Feeling dysphoric about my name but not having gender dysphoria about it specifically
• Feeling dysphoric about my gender but still presenting (to me) hyper femme
• Having a bazillion OCs
• Not having a decision about what my brand would look like
• Not having a decision about what my VTuber would look like
• Loving the concept of characters wearing masks to the point where the masks are essential parts of their appearance

have more in common than I thought

Ideas for newest series

 Butterfly Pretty Cure is going to be my newest series! It's fashion based, and is about four models on the runway! The Cures are:

• Chocho Harukaze
• An energetic pink lead Cure
• Hasumi Shijimi
• A shy green Cure
• Vanessa Ageha
• An elegant purple Cure
• Tatsuki Miyoku
• An androgynous blue Cure

I was thinking of having four Cures for this one, with a pink lead and two of them being green or purple. That's what is going to stick. If there is a sixth ranger, they will be the fifth Cure.