I'm a bit disappointed in the lack of blogs

I had four posts this month, but I stopped posting on June 9th. A bit disappointed.

Here are the updates!

The biggest news is: This is my first job! That's all I'll say about that.

I also opened up drawing requests again. I wanted to develop a new style for efficiency. It requires rending rather than lineart and flats, but flats are my least favorite part about drawing, so that's why I'm doing it anyways.

My VTuber is getting a backstory! And may split into five characters? The main one is a flight attendant robot named Carol. And then there's a scientist named Dr. Spica Urania. There is also an artist gyaru named Miki, a smart fairy named Luna, and a confusing dream entity named Seraphina. Their names are placeholders because I haven't found a place for them in the story yet. But I got the main story down, and some antagonists that appear in the middle of Carol's lore.

It took 8 minutes just for one Chrome browser with 8 tabs to open lmao

The pages aren't even open yet

I think it's because I have an SSD. Or Rainmeter. One of the two.

Fuckkkkk

• My older (half) sisters came to visit, along with my mom's brother and my mom's best friend
• My parent's wedding happened today!
• Mom cried about how I and my sister were so beautiful
• I got gender euphoria
• Got overstimulated at the family restaurant
• We're gonna get McDonald's tonight apparently. It's one of my comfort foods!
• I was a crybaby when I was little now I only cry when I'm tired and about to get my period :/

 I feel like:

• Feeling dysphoric about my name but not having gender dysphoria about it specifically
• Feeling dysphoric about my gender but still presenting (to me) hyper femme
• Having a bazillion OCs
• Not having a decision about what my brand would look like
• Not having a decision about what my VTuber would look like
• Loving the concept of characters wearing masks to the point where the masks are essential parts of their appearance

have more in common than I thought

Ideas for newest series

Butterfly Pretty Cure is going to be my newest series! It's fashion based, and is about four models on the runway! The Cures are:

• Chocho Harukaze
• An energetic pink lead Cure
• Hasumi Shijimi
• A shy green Cure
• Vanessa Ageha
• An elegant purple Cure
• Tatsuki Miyoku
• An androgynous blue Cure

I was thinking of having four Cures for this one, with a pink lead and two of them being green or purple. That's what is going to stick. If there is a sixth ranger, they will be the fifth Cure.

 

I was going to upload this to the wiki, but I didn't like the Butterfly Pretty Cure name and tried to go with Forward Pretty Cure. I was using a symbol along with it which was actually a letter from another language, I decided not to go with it due to cultural appropriation.

 

Maybe for a fashion series, I'll go with "Trés Chic! Pretty Cure"?

132/190 finished!

 I was adding iDOLM@STER characters to the Kangaroos Wiki because I felt like I needed to because after all I'm listing them on a wiki what am I gonna do just let them sit there.

Today I made the most idol pages I could in one day, which is seven. Sounds slow but I don't copypaste their bios from the wiki, I write my own as I go*.

The idols I made pages for on May 27 are:

• Karen Hojo
• Nao Kamiya
• Kanade Hayami
• Nono Morikubo
• Akari Tsujino
• Yuzu Kitami (MST)
• Shin Sato (MST)

*Karen's page was written with AI because her page dealt with a sort of sensitive subject. The personality section is mostly written in an AI that bypasses Writer's AI content detector by default, with me rewriting some parts. The other sections are coded and self-written by me.

I'm planning to make pages for Miku, Miyu, Miu, Suzuho, Azuki, and Yasuha next. When I finish all the main 190 idols, I'm probably going to start making pages for the staff characters, or other iDOLM@STER characters. Or focus on trying to find out if the Japanese-exclusive idol anime flash game (that shares the same name as an idol concert event holder (or tracker?)) exclusive to the Yahoo mobage store in 2013 has archived card art, a full seiyuu cast, archived stories, and a discography of more than three songs, as well as the people who sang them.

The government put chips in our brains

 because I swear I was just thinking "oh if I announced I was at a con I would just ghost my audience and ditch em for a party" and then like three hours later I get a reply that says "wtf why would you do that?"